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yesterday i dunno wat happen to myself
i had hurt my roomate by saying something wrong
i dunno why i talk like that
sorry roommate
i'm really sorry

-good and bad-

i get 2 news this recently
1 is good and the other is bad
which 1 should i start?
the good 1 or the bad 1?

start with the good 1
my bro told me that Nick Chung say he going to give me a present as my birthday
but i haven't receiveit yet
but this already make me happy and like a dream
because i'm going to receive a present from an idol
am i dreaming?
does is because i'm writing his a message or he already think to give me?
although he just sang to me and we take photo together i'm already fell very happy

the bad new is last night my best chingu told me that her father sick
he went to medical check up and the doctor suspend that he maybe had cancer
my this best chingu mother was pass away 2 year ago, and her grandmother was just pass away
now her father is ill.
but she was pretty strong

chingu, if u have anything do give me a cal
i can't guarantee that i can100% free but i can and will make free time for us

birthday present

my 22nd birthday celebrate with local singer
he sang to me
what a lucky day
he really handsome

when i serve he my hand is shaking and my heart is beating fast
my lucky day in my day
if super junior come i'll not able to sleep
hope they will coming

how's can i invite them???


a local singer  (zhon shen zhon)will have a game at my place on 6 june 2009
my cousin have invite him to noodle house
it was my birthday on that day
they say i can have a picture with him

can i have his email add?
chingu, if i got it i will give to u too

haiz!will that day have many customer?
can i got it?


result out
my expectation was wrong
although this time my result better than before but something make me fell not enough
bad mood

going out with my best chingu, hie ung
she will cheer me up
thankx pal


yesterday my oppa cafe have many customer
many people in and out
some still queue
our bowl, spoon, folks, chopstick finish
start from 9 am busy till 6 pm
had lunch at 7.30 pm
oppa say the revenue is to higher around 2+++
 very very tired
my legs very  pain
 another day pass
today another fight

last few day my oppa gave me a book of EQ
i only read the intro which write by Aristotle, the nicomachean ethics
he say: Anyone can become angry- that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way - this is not easy.

i alway scare bout my future
i scare what i had study couldn't be apply
but i had read bible on Matthew 6:25:- it say, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear

i don't know why people like to talk discuss other at the back
some also complain bout that although they don't know each other.
in bible on Matthew 7:1 and 2 say:-do not judge or you will be judged. For in the same way you judged and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you. 

wonder wondering

today i watch 2 'adult clip video' which given by my friend
that clip video is horrible
i wonder why that man wan do that to the woman
being an adult is reallllllly horrible


i am wondering why  i'm here in earth or what the purpose God sent me here.
this holiday make me tired and a little bit like want to give up
but i'm still have get the answer for my question
why i cant like my 2 brother?
i'm really scare after i gradute n i cant use what i have study

no supported!

last night i went out to had a drink with couple of my friend
we talked 'bout our part time job
when i told them they of them say something bad and one of them have a meaning like 'Wow, look like very busy, are u earn much???'
made me fell a little bit upsad.
we chingu but why talked like that
why cant give support n understand ???



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